you can build it peace by peace . fail at it and rebuild it better and at the same time not have tons of people depend on you for a job.

I have few goals in life but they are big ! thats to learn 5 languages before I die. have a succsessfull artshow , have a nice home and if at all possable children down the road. so lets see how I add up so far hmmm
 

1. I am half way done learning to read braille for the blind . I dont know if this is a cheat or not but I am sure I can at lest put it on my list.  I am trying to learn japaness but its hard and taking way more time then expected so I am woundering if I should try Sign languge possaible another cheat while I am at it . hmmmm will just put this one down as possable makeing headway shall we ? = 2 in my favor

2. my work is at a gallery but no show as of yet . still have alot to do there .=1

3. Now heres the problem how to get that happy home!  When your credit sucks! dont get me wronge I make my bills but sometimes you slip and apperently I must of sliped when I should of slid and now cant get a lone so I have decided to start my own bussiness doing what I am not sure. have to think on that one.
= -600

4. CHILDREN NO PROBLEM.. if being an easy drunk dosent work then I am sure my mother can help drive me 100 miles to the sperm bank!  she will do anything for grand kids by that point I am sure ! (because Ill hold it off as long as possable I am thinking when I am 30 or so maybe adoption ewwwwwww then I can wait till i am like 40 hehe just kidding) =140 

which all equals out to 2+1+-600+140= -457 and a firm belief that becomeing a mother is easy. but sucking up the credit bureau is HARD!


sorry but i just thought this up sperm of the moment when I was thinking of that saying you live you die you pay taxs!

I allways equate Fall  with halloween and vice versa if its a bit chilly out or I feel halloweeny at night with a new moon it makes me fill up with energy and I just cant wait ! like its natures way of telling me its time to party , get creative, or fill up on family time , fun and especialy food! :)
Poll #1265309 Dose it tast like ...
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have you ever thought something tasted like a smell

 to me it means understanding someone when noone else gets them. and then standing behind and with them in the worst times it also takeing the good with the bad and not trying to change them. maybe thats to simple but it means a lot to me .

Poll #1242004 do we really need a credit score system ?
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do we need the credit score system

 

ok Ill give it a shoot how about this.

" I am empty and loving it."

 I can wing it or use a chain saw its all good :)